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2011-12-30T01:28:00.003+08:00

This message I came across when I was tumblring.

Letting Go .

its a lot harder than it seems. You talk all day, everyday. You fall asleep on the phone together. You wake up to good morning texts. You think about them every second you’re awake then when you’re asleep, you dream about them. You spend time with them weather its in person or not. They soon become a part of your everyday life and you get used to it… Then all of a sudden, they leave. Most of the time once they’re gone, they’re gone for good. Meaning, no more late night calls, no more cute text messages (actually no texts at all), no more ’ i love you ’ ‘babe ‘ all of that. The first few days you will want to call, text, send them an ask, IM, really do everything just to talk to them and restore what’s “normal”. But, as much as you try, things don’t change. The hardest part is letting go. You check their tumblr and facebook often just to see what they’re doing and also to see if they have someone new. This person that was once your everything is now just a memory. A memory that you replay over and over again in your head. You spend nights reminiscing in the said words, shared laughs, the kisses, all the good things that went on during the time you two were together. Letting go can take weeks, months, even years. Remember that this was just a fragment of time, a memory that will someday fade.

Day 3

2011-11-30T23:38:00.003+08:00

Field trip today to City Square Mall. Immediately I think of S. A place where both of us never went before and S said he wanna bring me go. Went searching for sandals and I find none I like. Walked around and saw Dorothy's team at a milk shake store. So I ordered one too. Promotion 2 for $5. Shared with Johnny. Their shop uses suck hard this word to promote their drinks! Coooooooooooool~ And I took a photo of the shop and myself and Daniel caught me zilian!

After field trip, went out with Colleen, Cassandra, Xueyi and Johnny. Xueyi wanted to do her henna and we went hunting for it. From City Square to Mustafa to Little India to Tyek Whye. And finally we found it. Mustafa, another memory of S. First trip to Mustafa was with S. After we have done with our henna, we walk to bugis street! Yes we walked all the way from City Square Mall which is at Farrer Park to Bugis.

Went shopping and I bought a dress and a bag. *molah fly awayyyyyyy* Contented. After that went Liang Seah street to eat Ayam Penyet. Owe Johnny 10bucks -.- NO MOLAHHHHHH!!!!!!! Sucks. LOL. Chatted awhile with Xueyi and Johnny before we went home. Well, I 忍!!!!

Trained home. On the way home, I texted S and again I went teary in the train. I hold it till I reached home! Well...

Day 2

2011-11-29T22:46:00.006+08:00

Woke up during the middle of the night and I saw S whatsapp. Went to see his twitter and guessed he had a drinking session with his buddies. Replied his whatsapp in the morning and he went to work without sleeping. Take care please.

Team with Xueyi, Cass and johnny today. Xueyi was reading reading all the horoscope thingy to me and I felt so true. It says that a capricorn is very stubborn in relationship and they do not know how to communicate the feelings out with their partner and that's caused the relationship problems. And my eyes went teary and asked Xueyi to stop reading. Cass saw my eye went teary, okay in fact my team members did-.- I hold on my tears okay! I NEVER CRY! :D Mr Ng told me my results for STS and he say I did badly. And asked my what happen to me. Yeah I really did quite bad for STS, a D for UT while i get straight As for my daily grade. Well, I had a bet with him that motivate me to study. I told him if I get an A for UT2, he will buy me prize :D teehee! :D

After school was preparing for the mock interview. Saw the group whatsapp, I feel like leaving the group but once I leave, I know will totally lost updates about S. Actually it did affected me a little in the first place for my mock interview. But well, I said that I would not let things affect my attitude and temper. Am trying..and so I actually felt I did pretty well for the mock interview I can say?

Rush home and watch my MAMA award till now, I had just finish my RJ. I missed S nagging at me and rushing me to shower and do my things. Now, I take even longer to do my things. Nothing to look forward after I finish my things afterall. So not motivated.

Horoscope says capricorn:

摩羯的爱情既专一，又执着。就算爱情长跑的路程再长，摩羯也一定会坚持到底，不会轻易放弃。不过，表达自己不是摩羯的专长，和别人的沟通摩羯也不是很拿手，所以通常摩羯的爱情都很辛苦。分手对摩羯来说，绝对是世界末日般的噩讯，这份心灵的伤痛即使用很长的时间去疗养，也很难愈合。

一件小事的背叛和欺骗都逃不过摩羯那双炯炯的法眼，他们看在眼里，感到的是铺天盖地的失望和打击和震惊，对所有的人性都批判了一遍。明明是件无关紧要的小事一件，可他们却在自己的心里狠狠的插上一刀。他们什么也不会说出来，却开始怀疑自己的付出是不是值得。

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Day 1

2011-11-28T23:59:00.002+08:00

1 day since I contacted you...

On Friday, met Z and we had hours of chats, from starbucks to mac then to void deck. He talk to me about J and I talk to him bout S and my troubles. Talk and talk and I and teared ):

Went working on saturady and was packing the store, so dusty can?! wah lao. Cab home with S. Celine gave us cab fare. Home and we slept. As usual, we stayed at home. No museum, nothing. Well, I am not really disappointed tho, cause I expected it and didn't pin much hope. At least S make the effort to bring me for movie! Breaking dawn! :D That was the last movie...Didn't had the chance to say a good goodbye before we part....

Time out...

I was the one initiate it. Call me selfish or what-so-ever. Yes, I wanted you to wait for me while I change for the better. Cause I really don't want to see us quarreling now and then. During this period of time, I will make sure I change myself. A better attitude and a better temper before I go back to you. Will you wait for me?

Z was right. I bottled up too many things that's why I get so frustrated easily and loses my temper. But well, just on family and I have too much to cope. The change is too huge.

I realized I change a lot during these period. Last time I used to smile to everything and say it's okay. But now? Even the slightest things like asking me whether I want to watch movie I can lose my temper. How bad has it gone to? I have no idea...

Mummy is back today, I saw her and I think about S. Wanted to hug mummy and tell her everything I was under. But I've got no courage. I can't hold it and I went in room and cry...at least, I let out my emotion and not bottling up again.

So used to see your morning msg every morning...but now? I check my phone every minute...

I don't know how much longer, but I will.

2011-11-07T12:28:00.001+08:00

I really don't know how much longer I can hang on. You make me feel like every little thing I do nobody see the effort. Is not that every time you tell me stories about your friends I want to attitude, I really can't take it. Have you try understanding the feeling? Is like the things your friends did can make you happier than I did 1000 things. It's always make me feel so useless, I'm not rich, not pretty, demanding, it always make me feel this way. Always.

I bottled up everything. By posting this post is not wanting to complain or what, I just want to let my things out. My only way.

Despite of all these, I still carry on, this is how much I love you.

What is the sweetest things you have done?

Sick :(

2011-10-12T23:53:00.001+08:00

I'm sick again :( it's never ending! First I sick, then he sick, now it's my turn again. Very 辛苦 :(

Isn't doing very well recently. We always end up quarreling, I don't know why too. Maybe it's my fault, my bad. Furthermore I'm just.....18? Well...I may not be mature in a lot of things yet.

Just feeling so useless here when I can do nothing to help you. It's pulling me back. I don't dare to go any further. I see no future.

At times I have a lot of things wanted to say, wanted to expressed, but I just don't know where to start, what to do. Have been really trying very hard to change myself for the better, I remembered the old me wasn't like this. But just, sometimes, I really couldn't control myself from giving attitude and quarrel. Idk, maybe you're the first who makes me feel so scared of losing someone.

Now I feel how you feel last time, but I'm afraid it's too late to know, your heart may changed, which I'm also afraid of too.

Really miss those time when you sweet talk to me, hoaxing me and going out for a date. I miss the times we first at Heartland mall, I miss the times you bring me around to museum.

Why did I even?

2011-10-11T22:47:00.001+08:00

Tearing.. I just wanted to talk to you alittle. Even just keeping silence in the phone I also don't mind. Already very sick and took medicine, using the comp just to keep me awake while waiting...but well, I guess I am on the wrong track.

Sigh

2011-10-11T00:12:00.001+08:00

Actually in waiting for you to end your graduation ceremony and call me...

Distances

2011-10-08T02:00:00.001+08:00

Suddenly, this morning, I have a feeling. We are getting further, I don't feel you beside me anymore... It really frightens me.

Back, isn't good.

2011-09-19T02:02:00.002+08:00

Hi people, I'm back from Perth!

I did enjoy there~ though I miss Singapore, but I don't feel like coming back. The feeling there was just awesome, problem-free. I won't feel annoyed or frustrated like how I did in Singapore. I won't have to face all the problems.

Haha! Yeah, can say me avoiding problems. But it's the fact. When I was in Perth, I won't have all these feelings that I have right now. I won't talk to my mum being annoyed. I won't quarrel over small matters with boyfriends, I won't have to worry about anything. I just feel very relax especially with the nice cooling weather and scenery there.

Sometimes, I just feel that why not accepting the other party weaknesses rather than pin-pointing it out? Is not that I'm being quiet and keeping everything to myself. I think sometimes things can be keep to self. Yes, its good to change for the better, but isn't love is loving what the person is and not changing it? If it is to be changed, the love won't be the same anymore? Isn't it? Okay, different people different perspective.

I know that you always feel that it is a one-sided love and your love is not being appreciated. But have you think from my perspective? I'm always having the thought that I'm not the one for you. Reason being the environment you are in and the environment I am in is so different. Everyday, you faced people from working force and I faced students. The attitude is totally different. I'm always afraid that we have the "age gap". But well...

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2011-09-10T19:55:00.001+08:00

Went to have some :intense research again on someone's blog :x
And I saw this post on the 2007 August post, which was like 4 years ago? LOL!

different mindset. different kind of thinkings..
are they the most killer problems in all relationship?
no one is perfect . i am just that no one.
u are looking for perfect relationship..
and i tell u.. i am not perfect.
is compromising and understanding is the solution of all things?
but sometimes. is just not easy to compromise and understand situation..
perharps. shld start from the stage whereby learn to accept things and comments.
generous heart plays a part too.
with petty.. narrowed minded kind of mindset. i think it will just spoilt the relationship.

Excited!

2011-09-05T01:21:00.003+08:00

Hihi, I did some research on my Perth trip! So excited can!

Firstly, will reach Perth in the morning and our first stop is Busselton! Will be staying over at Busselton for one night at Broadwater Beach Resort! Yoohoo~ staying in a villa okay!

Next day ill go to Margaret River Winery! Visit of the Jewel Cave and the winery. And and and and and chocolate factory! *yum yum* Then we will have to stay in Perth for 2 nights and will be staying over at New Esplanade Hotel (only a 3 star rated hotel ):). During the 2 nights in Perth we'll be visiting the Australian school also~ If not wrong is Curtin University. Also the visit to Burswood Casino and Convention Hotel! *why am I not over 21yearold?! So I can sneak into the casino~ hiak hiak!*

On the last 2 days we will be going to have a farm stay at Orchard Glory Farm!!! Most excited one! Never experience farmstay before leh!

Lastly before we depart from Perth back to Singapore, we will be having shopping spree at Harbour Town Retail Outlet!!

Lol, actually not very excited trip la, just excited that that I'm going overseas!! HAHA!

Change.

2011-08-15T00:15:00.002+08:00

I am taking things for granted. I should really change. Give me time, don't give up on me yet alright? I feel all your love and I'm not appreciating it. I'm just way too fucked up. Please hang on there a little bit more.

With loves.

Unknown.

2011-07-27T20:18:00.004+08:00

Changing is a part of life, everybody change. But isn't it scary that I change till I don't even recognized myself? Life has been hard for me. Sometimes, I just want to behave differently or even act childish in front of a person, I really want to. I just want to release my heart feeling. I just want leave myself and be someone else just for a moment, just awhile? Can I?

Or maybe, all along, the person you see is not my true self. And now I am letting all out and everybody said that I'm a changed person or I behave differently.

Yes, I realized. Maybe A was right all along. It all lies on me. I am the one who has the communication problem, not you. With A like that, with S also like that. Yes I have realized. I am sorry A, be it whose fault. I am thankful and sorry to S too, for being so patient with me and I am still giving all this shitty nonsense.

"Saying people immature, maybe, I am the one who is immature."

I really wanted to express myself to some of you, I have a lot of things to say, but I just can't bring myself to say into words. I don't know how to face when I am in front of you all.

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2011-07-25T00:43:00.005+08:00

My blog is not dead yet, just too many things to blog and I'm lazy. Shall sum up everything instead. Lots of things have been happening, be it sad or happy, it's all a memory to keep.

>Cycling with classmates

>Drinking and outing with classmates

>Chomp chomp with classmates

>High tea with beloved

and many more....too many to mention

Things hasn't been going smoothly for my family. It's going to fall apart. Though I really wish to come to a end, but I still don't wish to see each other to go on separates ways. This is where a time my MR SINO CHONG came and pull me up. He was always there when I need him, just a call and he will appear right infront of me. I'm really glad.

We always quarrel over small matters almost everynight. I know you have been changing and always giving in to me, but I also want you to know I'm really trying very best. I just want things to be alright whenever after we quarrel, no matter big or small. Okay? Not a problem right? Quarreling is like eating to us, as if if we never quarrel will die.

You'll never know what's behind the door.

2011-06-19T21:29:00.003+08:00

You will never know what's is behind the door,
If you never open it, you will never see the success.

I take the risk, open the door and I found a life.
Now, I've entered your life, I am prepared to face any obstacles with you.

Revolving.

2011-06-05T17:16:00.011+08:00

Current song; What's up.

Picture I took when I went for the Tanah Merah train trip;
Things still change even when there's precious history behind it.

Have not been going very smoothly. Same goes to people around me. From the time I step into my 18th, I've started to learn and pick up a lot of things from the experiences and people revolving about me. There are still lots for me to explore for the fact that I'm still 18. Friends just pass by me and go; even bestfriends.

Fucking awesome classmates, I swear!

2011-05-22T22:52:00.003+08:00

Had an awesome time with my classmates last night. I swear they are fun! Never fail to make me laugh~

Note to self: Enough is enough for me. I've given time for myself to think/sad/angry/emo, time to get back on track and do my work. Don't bother asking, I won't bother answer.

2011-05-19T23:48:00.000+08:00

After everything,

I kinda miss you, but the things you did,
sad to say I'm so not forgetting...

Bye for now till I recover.

2011-05-10T16:04:00.000+08:00

I felt my Twitter is not as private already,
Need to find new place for me to pour out.

2011-02-17T15:49:00.000+08:00

WTF?
Am I like always being the way I am and I don't feel anything towards it and gave the wrong impression and feelings?
Dumb ass me.

2011-02-15T17:28:00.000+08:00

If I hurt anyone of you, I'm sorry...
It's the fact.

Grumpy

2011-02-09T10:57:00.000+08:00

It's just a waste of time!
They always get things dangling during the end of the meetings.
It's so cock up-.-

I think they should have been more systematic and more efficient. I really got nothing to say.

And, this is just an opinion, it's not something criticizing or what. I just hate settling admin stuffs with a whole bunch of people, nothing will get in the result. I prefer admin to me pre-done and show to the people and ask for change. Isn't it more systematic and efficient?

Okay enough. I'm just way too grumpy!

P/S: don't try to guess if you can't get the link here in the post, it will just create more misunderstandings, thank you very much!

P/S/S: the fucking tagboard have some fucking virus_l_

CNY!

2011-02-04T18:22:00.000+08:00

First day of Chinese New Year!
I've been eating tons and tons of food from Wednesday!
I'm gonna be fat! And the worst thing is someone saw my fucking chubby and fat photo!
FML laaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

Every year, the ang bao money is decreasing! It's getting lesser and lesser!

These few days, there is quite a lot of anonymous people came to tag my blog! Is it virus or what sia?! OMG!

BOOHOO!

2011-02-01T17:11:00.000+08:00

It has been raining this few days continuously.
He has come back again. And I don't wish.
CNY, and everybody is going to Malaysia, fucking boring.

I know, I know, I keep change my blogskin

Cuesports

2011-01-30T06:01:00.000+08:00

Oh, I just got a video from Samantha!

1-1-11

2011-01-02T14:18:00.000+08:00

Oh first post of the year! :D

You guys having great night last night? Hehee. I went ice-skating with my girls yesterday! Okay, still got Bernard uh! Like 1 year never see him already! LOL! More and more handsome liao! Haha! Ohya, Yanhong's and his friend also got tag along!

Psycho-ed to GF after that. Last to reach but first to go. Hehehee. Went off with Jonathan. Meet Marc at Woodlands for fireworks!! Don't ask me nice a not! Even nice Singapore firework can't be nice until where! HAHA! GET WHAT I MEAN?! HAHA!

Once after countdown and firework off I go! Home and sleep:D

I woke up today and clean the house! Awesome isn't it?! LOL!

Last post of 2010!!!

2010-12-31T19:35:00.000+08:00

Probably this will be the last post of 2010!

And I watch my last movie on 2010 with Jonathan and Jeremiah! LOL! What can I say? They made my day:D

So fast 1 year passed already! It's like really damn fast can?!

So what I have did during this whole year are...
1. I took my O's result which I see the result that kills me -.-
2. I entered Republic poly!!!
3. I learnt how to play pool! And still sucks at it!! -.-
4. I have made a bunch of new friends which always made my day!
5. Some names entered my BFF list!!!!!
5. I failed in my family matters :(

Okay, I think there is more bad things than good things which I have done. BUT I'M NOT STOPPING! I just hope 2011 will be a better year!

Marina Barrage!

2010-12-31T15:17:00.000+08:00

Okay, I shall update some photos I took with Zihan on Wednesday when we go Marina Barrage before I do the talking!!!

After Marina Barrage, we went to Bugis. Okay, both of us were broke, so we did not buy anything! Bus home. I always have a great chit chat session with Zihan!!:D

Merry Christmas:D

2010-12-25T17:56:00.000+08:00

Hiyah people, MERRY X'MAS! Anyway, I found the picture above a bit contradicting. This year is like only left 6 days? LOL!

Woke up and prepare off to Scape Flea. Nothing much, bought 5 rings which cost me 16bucks! Bought a sandal at MONDO too. Train back to AMK find cheryl and her boyfriend, don't want stay in town kue sio with people!

Really don't know where to go so I'm home around 8plus:D good girl right?! And I will forever remember today i count down on my bed with my pillow, my ACER laptop, my phone, twitter and WU JIA ZUI! HAHAHAHA!

Actually was a bit pissed off today. But Mandfred and WU JIA ZUI always made me laugh one! LOL! AND AND AND one more thing! First time ever I got present for Christmas! It's like bought for me! Not exchanging of presentzxzxzxzxzx! But he don't want tell me what issit till I get the present! Keep me suspending onlehhhhhhh! Alex is so good to me!! But I always fail as a friend one! Treat me so good I like always disappoint him only ):

P/S: Feel like baking muffins and cookie! And I must remind myself to bake a cheesecake for WU JIA ZUI birthday!

Overdue.

2010-12-24T17:34:00.000+08:00

Okay, my blog is dead.
Shall post some overdue picture I took during the field trip to Sentosa!

Class photo!!

LOL, more photos on Facebook!

It's 24th December now! Christmas Eve!
Okay, I can't believe like my birthday is just 2 weeks away!
Like fast only! OMG!

P/S: click the top word to navigate!!!

Hmm...

2010-12-02T10:34:00.000+08:00

Back for some updates.
Nothing special happen, as usual, pool school and exams.
Pool with SPGG last week, I think I did badly for the 9ball.
Good lucks for those who are taking part in POL-ITE!

Today is the start of December! Hope that it will be great and lots of surprises coming up! Next awaiting day is my birthday! Can't wait!

P/S: added some "snow flakes" effect for x'mas theme! LOL!

2010-11-22T07:28:00.000+08:00

Few days back...

Friday went to school and slack throughout F.A lesson. The relieve faci really cannot make it. She sucks at teaching. And nobody was listening to her. After school headed to town to meet up with my girls! Looking forward at first, so long never see them but fuck. HAHA! I'm like odd one out, every topic they talk about they get the link but not me. LOL, I think I too long never go out with them already while they 3 always go out together. So I decided to go home first:D

Yesterday slept till 4plus! Went to Chloe's 1st birthday celebration! After that they all play mahjiong while me and Cheryl's mum stay in the room and watch DVD. Nice show, from episode 1 watch till 7. HAHA, decided to go home since it's late! Really scary if I were to walk home with Jacquelyn alone, but lucky Hengsiang walk us home! Nice guy right?! Of course la! Hengsiang leh, always a gentlemen! HAHA!

And today, I'm gonna stay at home and revised my marketing already!!

2010-11-15T15:58:00.000+08:00

Aw, I woke up at 9AM on the dot today when Jon and Zhee said that they are going to spam call me wake up early in the morning. But Zhee called me at 9AM when he and Jon was meeting at 9AM. What a nice morning call huh?!
And they headed to GF without me! so I have to travel alone all the way down to GF!! Rawrs, they will have their karma!
Camp at GF almost the whole day. Shawn teach me some maths there, so I think is a fruitful trip though. HAHA. Home with Zhee after that, went to CWP and bought some bread home for supper and tomorrow breakfast! *yum yumzxzx*

2010-11-14T10:19:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, TGIF.

Today, it's Saturday and I'm staying at home, suppose to study.
But I spent my day looking at pictures. Just not the right mood to study, it rained today, so stuffy!

Wish-list:

Inexpensive wish:
1. Pull and Bear shirt - $39.90
2. Holga Camera - $25 to $30
3. Designoops Disderi 2/3/4 Lens Camera - $24
4. The pink bangles at Far East - $25

Expensive wish:
1. Paloriod Camara - $140++
2. Superheadz Golden Half Camera - $85
3. Superheadz Wide Angel Camera
4. Samsung ST600/ST100/ST500 Camera - $500 to $600
5. Double ring with my name custom on it - $75
6. New generation iPod Nano - $288
7. Blackberry Torch
8. Blackberry style

all the weird camera names can be seen here: http://thetoycamerashop.blogspot.com/

2010-11-10T16:50:00.000+08:00

Woke up today with a raining weather! Don't feel like going to school one lo! But today going field trip to VivoCity! So I drag myself to school. Was wearing my shoe and when I reach school my shoe was wet la! I no like! >;(

Reach Vivo and we have around 3hours of free time, withing this 3hour have to finish our worksheet and grab some lunch. My team used less than 30min to finish the worksheet and interviewing restaurants and off we go to shop and eat.

Went to Carl's Jr to have our lunch since my dear Adeline wanted to eat so much. After that we went shopping, saw a shirt at Pull and Bear I want! $39.90, but i never buy. I'm sure I am going back for that shirt!!!!

Meet up after 3hours to do our presentation at Vivio -.- was like so wierd? LOL! Imagine sitting on the floor at Vivo with such a big group of people? *laughs*

Before going home went to buy some bread which cost me 7bucks. FML.

P/S: it's time for me to rebond my fugly curly hair again, those pictures my hair sucks so much

P/S/S: and I conclude that 24 people in my class at least 11 people are attach. OMG! so many can?!

2010-11-07T09:19:00.000+08:00

Boring life, nothing much..preparing for the upcoming test this coming week.
making sure myself to get good grades. But i doubt so.
Yesterday went GF to train on pool. Home after that. Today stay at home and clean my room. Tomorrow I am making sure myself going out! I missed my girlfriends so much!

2010-11-05T16:48:00.000+08:00

When to school in the morning and partial around 12plus with Terrence Michael Giam Chong Ming. HAHA! he went to CWP himself first while i go home and shower, meet parker and ah giam at CWP after that. Train to GF train pool.

Alex was there. hmm, should thanks Alex and co. a lot luh, they teach me a lot of things. Especially ALEX TAN!!! haha~ but I still sucks, no matter what I cannot play properly! Just now during training really feel like crying out sia! FML!!!

2010-11-04T15:37:00.000+08:00

Suddenly I feel so lost la!
feel like got so many things never complete and all~
just feel so helpless -.-

I always learnt nothing out from what I do.
dota sucks, study fuck, pool shit etc.
LOL

and what else? I can't get you outta my mind.
I really just want you to fuck off laaaaaaaaaa -.-

2010-11-04T10:50:00.000+08:00

As said, gonna post past pictures I found some weeks ago. Looking back at those pictures is like really damn cui can a not? haha! Some of the pictures look so minah la! I ownself also cannot take it. LOL! Then some look epic act cute! LMAO! I ownselve see already LOL. HAHA!

this was taken during 2007 december

2007 december..super minah, i know..

2years back if i'm not wrong

2008 christmas

2008 August

okay, this is the most jia lat one! super act cute till I ownself want puke! HAHA and i think this was taken 4years back?

LAUGH ALL YOU WANT PEOPLE! LMAO!

2010-11-01T07:27:00.000+08:00

Went to school's Halloweens Party on Friday night.
Eventually the party became a clubbing
A total epic fucking freaking fail party -.-
the DJs sucks, songs sucks and the atmosphere sucks, the highness is not there!
And I am not happy!
Should not have went to the party!!!
Fucking make myself unhappy onleh!!!!!!!
ALL MALAY GUYS! but some of them are hot! *weeeee*

Fucking disappointed

P/S: stay tune!! gonna upload my past photos on the next post!

2010-10-12T15:26:00.000+08:00

Training today, was super tired! Forcing my eye to open la! Wahlao~ okay, seriously my pool sucks, should train more): Wanted to buy cue~ but must save money!!

Cheryl called me just now, and asked me about iTouch thingy, she wanted to buy one, but i psycho her to but the new iPod nano! HAHA! cause I wanted to buy too! And I wanted the red one! It's so damn nice and cool la! Imagine can listen song at the same time become a watch. But red one only can buy online! Getting one myself, but not so fast, no money!! haha, so people want to buy me birthday present for next year just each give me 5 to 10 bucks suaaaaaaaaaaaa, I collate and buy the things I want! HAHA! okay whatever!

isn't it cool?

School staring in 8hours time! But my body clock cock up, so I can't sleep! My panda eye confirm jia lat tomorrow, gonna use make up to coverzxzxzxz -.-

P/S: I remember I wanted to post something, bout I forget now! FML.

Ten Ten Ten

2010-10-11T09:45:00.000+08:00

Aw, today is 10/10/10 and I'm freaking stuck at home with this freaking weather..

Work at IMM yesterday. Full shift again.. In the morning, I was like a dead zombie. Customer asked me questions I lag few second then reply. LOL. Yesterday meet a lot of weird and fun people. Home after work, was damn tired.

Argh, today wanted to go Sentosa one, holiday until now haven even go! FML.

I will be back for you, just you!

2010-10-06T15:08:00.000+08:00

Aw, today 9 ball friendly match with SPGG.
As usual, I lost the match, haha! Used to it already!
But I want to win back what I lose today during the next match!
I should not have lose today,
I think I put to much water to her, seh! No la joking.. I where got so pro put water to her. HAHA.
Seriously, she is not that bad as they said, if she stable down and keep calm she may outrun me one fine day:D Good job for her.

I learnt my lesson today:
1. No matter how weak you opponent is, I must always treat him/her as a good/pro player
2. Don't soft heart during the match! Treat him/her is my number 1 enemy!
3. Learnt how to kill for the next match!

Okay, enough.
Anyway, even though I lost the match but RPteam still won the overall friendly match!
Good job:D

2010-09-29T15:50:00.000+08:00

Today 8-ball match with SPGG.
Okay, I got nothing can say, super suey jiu dui le.
Can win one sia ): LOL, but overall RP still lead.
9-ball on next tuesday. Porpi(pray) my 9-ball can be like the 8-ball today!

I'm scared! Just scared...

Finally!

2010-09-26T14:59:00.000+08:00

Okay, finally free from work.
Went back to APPLE work this 2 days.
I feel so bad la, everytime let Val and Kel do all the sai gang and they always treat me eat things. LOL.

Think I too long never work, stand too long super tired!

Fun with friendzxzxzx~

2010-09-23T08:53:00.000+08:00

First off start with complainszxzxzxz! HAHA!
What saw on my Twitter past few days...

OMG LA, who is the one childish here? LOL! When I follow you just want to make friend, not for spy or what-so-ever. You think too much man! When I follow you I didn't even think of S. What the fuck? HAHA, joke. And I think i should unfollow her, so that she not so proud thought people want to spy her? ROFLMAO!

Okay enough..

Thursday 16sept went out with my dear Zihan!! Some overdue photoszxz.

Yesterday went out to town with Jeremy and Alex~
Ion > Far east > then walk from > Orchard > Somerset > Dolby > Bugis
Stop at dolby and went to POMO find Yanhong and friends. One round of pool and off we go. Went to eat chicken ricezxzxzx! 2 plate of rice!! *fatteningzxzxzx* beancurd after that. Next off Bugis to shesha.
CAMWHORExzxxzxz!!!

More photos @ http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=248175&id=659632365

2010-09-21T16:47:00.000+08:00

Okay time check, 1:46AM

decided to come back to blog:D
maybe holiday has been too boring for me..

currently sickzxzxzx.

2010-07-19T17:14:00.000+08:00

Like finally, i'm back to blog.
LOL, but i still prefer tumblr! teehee:D

2010-04-09T15:24:00.000+08:00

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2010-04-05T14:23:00.000+08:00

Wow, i had a great day yesterday!
Great day going out with my dearest,
great day shopping and a great day having fun!

met up with my dearestssss in the morning,
as usual, Cheryl is late:D
went K-box at marina square > shop and eat at bugis > trained to Vivo to play!

i bought my bagpack for school! next off is my shoeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

tomorrow gonna go pool with ziyang and all:DD

2010-03-30T14:58:00.000+08:00

Apologizing;-

Does not always mean that you are wrong
and the other person is right.

It just mean that you value your relationship
more than your ego.

ohh, how good can that be?
i stayed at home for 2 days straight!
save money, but boring!
boring means keep eating...

Mahjiong today again.
tomorrow i shall go out for a walk.
i must explore more :D
ChingHong said i'm a mountain tortoise ):
haha!

2010-03-27T23:08:00.000+08:00

Today I wasted 3/4 of the day at home thinking where to go.
In the end, I went out at 6pm plus to Dolby ghuart.
Went there to pimp my phone! 59bucks just flew away!
Wanted to buy clothes but no money!
Gonna go work le!!

Looking at my phone, feel like getting a Geisha ink on my back!!

2010-03-25T23:58:00.000+08:00

Went to town today, window shopping.

Orchard ion to find olivine.
Long time never see her:D
Watched yoyo competition while waiting for ChingHong to reach.
Went Cineleisure for movie.
Watched "Remember Me" .
Not recommend to watch, the show has no link!
Home after that:)

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2010-03-24T23:52:00.000+08:00

Weets! Lying on my bed blogging now:D

Went sentosa with ChingHong yesterday.
Relaxing trip indeed.
We went there for tanning and eventually we both fell asleep on the relaxing chair:p
We went for a walk around UNIVERSAL after tanning.
Planned to catch a movie after that but we both were too tired, and so we went home!

Today caught "How to train your dragon" with TongLee at causeway.
Nice show, must watch:D

Town tomorrow!

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2010-03-22T14:47:00.000+08:00

aw, club SE7EN last night with cheryl sookyee kathay and nengtong&co.
not really that fun and high ):
but once dance, wooohooo!
espacially with cheryl! hot dance yeah! ;p
i want learn TeckTonik!! could someone teach me?!
then we saw a group of handsome guys! all checked shirt one!
me and sookyee sot dao! omgomg!

lols, okay..no more party! was going home late and mummy don't like.
i spent all my money too..still owe people money.
lols! sadded!! i shall slowly clear my shopping list when i have the money!
-new urban male tank top
-new urban male flip flop
-red bag pack
-fred perry shoe
-pimp my phone!

2010-03-20T09:20:00.000+08:00

yesterday when out with sook yee and cheryl again, together with tonglee.
and we had planned to watch Kidnapper at the 10PM slot.
so we bought the movie tickets around 8PM and tonglee went off to meet his friends awhile.
and left us at CWP, so we trained down to POWER HOUSE!
imagine we bought the train at 8:30PM and our show is 10PM at CWP...
on the way we saw Gina:DDD
reached Power House and accompany Damian for his meal.
met ChingHong awhile and we cabbed back to Woodlands.
Tonglee waited for us there for 1hour plus :x
and of course, we were late for movie, we went in for the movie for the last 20minute.
and tonglee was so hot until don't know what to say. but he still laughs!!
hahaa!

2010-03-17T14:31:00.000+08:00

Today was just all sleeping for me, just simply too tired!

ROMP V event last night! Zirca all the way...
damn packed! but i think Sook Yee ENJOY, hahahaha!
she power pack!
lols, was with sookyee, cheryl and her friend, at there saw lots of people too.
the most miracle thing was i saw my cousin there! i didn't know my this cousin would club.
lols, and we told each other not to tell family member! how funny! haha!
cabbed home 4AM plus, okay not home..cheryl's house instead:D
intially was going chalet, but they pyshco me go party.
cannot 4AM plus go home, surely kena asked by mummy.
LOL! so yeah, cheryl house instead. sleep until 7AM and i went home.
and i told mummy i took the first train home. hehee.
tomorrow gonna go chalet find Joshua they all le:D

2010-03-10T20:12:00.000+08:00

I MISS SCHOOL SERIOUSLY!

have been idling at home lately...
went for work at bugis yesterday with sookyee, slack and boring!
was standing there chit chatting.

today went to town and my 70plus bucks gone for my 2 bikinis ):
so sadddddddddddddddd!

and this few days, i came to realise lots of things...
shall not elaborate:D

P/S: Girls instinct is very strong and came to 70% of accuracy...and i sense something...

Bankruptcy!

2010-03-10T02:34:00.000+08:00

*sob sob*
I just realize how important money is to me now...

Imagine I have no money to continue my studies in poly leave alone uni.
Went to IT fair in my poly school and the one in suntec.
In the end, the school still offers a better deal, so I'm going back to school to buy tomorrow.

However, I have to pay 1500plus bucks for myself.
Father has no money and I don't want to add on burden.. So yep, I'm buying myself!
Buying another desktop at IT fair too. 999bucks, also focking out my own money :(

Father has lots of debts, and I'm gonna save money! Should work as part timer during schooling period!

P/S: no more bracer, no more new bags for poly, no more new shoe and no more air con!

2010-03-04T19:00:00.000+08:00

I can see the pain living in your eyes
And I know how hard you try
You deserve to have so much more
I can feel your heart and I sympathize
And I'll never criticize
all you've ever meant to my life
I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong
You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but good-bye
You deserve the chance at the kind of love
I'm not sure I'm worthy of
Losing you is painful to me
hum……
There's nothing left to try
Through it's gonna hurt us both
There's no other way than to say good-bye

2010-03-03T03:55:00.000+08:00

Oh, how bastard am I.
how can i possibly forget my best buddy 陈宝杰 birthday?!

Luckily HengSiang reminded me :D
too long never study liao, never keep track of date ><
anyway, just wanted to wished 陈宝杰 and AlexSo happy 17th birthday^^

i'm jobless for now, everyday idle at home.
so boring!!! anyone jio me out?!

I want a Yokeshire Terrier puppy or a Shih Tzu puppyyyyyyyyyyy!!

hello!

2010-02-27T19:22:00.000+08:00

I'm back guys:D
was working on 23feb and 25feb.
back to usher at harbour front again!
haha! yes same old clique.
was very tired on 23feb, stand also can sleep.
lols, 25feb was very hyper, after work still go vivo walk walk with Claris:D
and the most rare thing was i found out Dominic will be in the same shcool and course as me!
such a small world~ haha!
I'm so wanting to start school now! so boring canxzxzz?!
feel like doing secondary de maths:D

anyway, have a few RP students colleague too:D
working there make me feel so young!
how i wish i was in the 2X age.
they were all in their twenties and i'm still at the 1X range!
so sad. haha!

overdue photos,

today went to find Mingxiong!
so long never see that clique le. haha!
went chu shi with him, they help teng yang chu shi.
haha! back to his house and wait for hankuan.
and that bastard went to batok first never say!
make me so sleepy and hungry at mingxiong house!
went parsir ris eat stingray,
went sengkang eat rice
and went changi eat fried sotong.
haha! JUST KIDDING! lols, thats what mingxiong said!
lols, went to batok eat only la. haha!
haha! home around 1AM :D

awwwwww, suddenly i feel like doing so many things!
when working at Harbour front i thought of many many things!
saw a lot of ang moh sailor!
MAKE ME WANT TO GO NAVY STUDY SO MUCH!
anyway, i am thinking of studying Casino diploma after my poly diploma now.
after casino diploma go study navy thingssssss!
haha! okay, can say i'm dreaming XD
but i'm sure going for casino diploma!!!!:D
anyway, i'm going for bracer too!!! muahahaha!
i want LV/BURBERRY tote bag!!! i want a Blackberry phone too!!!
omgomg! $$$$ come to me~~~ haha!

hais, tomorrow still must find my OWN entertainment-.-

Shag~

2010-02-21T10:39:00.000+08:00

OMG! my eye bag is out!!
this few days have been sleep real late!
i everyday sleep at 6 in the morning bodoh!

yesterday went to daddy friends house at Eunos.
then after that went to UK funfair with Yanhong.
played 2 games, the last game make me giddy,
yanhong feel like vomitting, i also. haha!
night ride home after that:D

Short Day!

2010-02-20T20:38:00.000+08:00

changed skin:D
should i change link too? lols.
updated song list too. yeah, first song is hokkien song.
try listen to the lyrics, it's meaningful, can cry:D

yesterday play blackjack from 9PM to 5AM.
YES! 8 hours straight.
play so long lose 7bucks, what the fuck right? LMAO!
worst is my mummy, lose around 120bucks..
today actually wanted to go Marina there de UK funfair,
but i woke up 5PM, too late le, mummy don't want gooooooooo~
wake up suddenly wants to eat steamboat.
tell mummy today shall have steamboat and we really have steamboat!
haha~ nights people! it's morning now again -.-

P/S: I MISS & LOVE MY BOY!

2010-02-13T19:23:00.000+08:00

hello guys!!

lols, have been going out this few days,
thats why never post :D
went to have a steamboat gathering with my secondary school friends
at Novena de ZhenFaHuoHaiXian there.
15 people ate 300 bucks ^^ quite cheap, but the food like -.-
lols. have fun with them! make me laugh like hell.

Overdue pictures...

2010-02-04T06:51:00.000+08:00

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2010-02-04T06:27:00.000+08:00

went 313 with zihan yesterday~
nothing to shop actually.
next off meet SEN at dolby ghaurt for movie.
"My ex", okays, practically all the actors in the movie died!
off to 834 to eat dinner, slack awhile with the co and home.

today gonna go eat reunion dinner later at M.hotel.
yeah, i know its too early, what can i do when my uncle
is going off to BATAM during CNY -.- lols.

2010-02-02T13:36:00.000+08:00

woahhhhhhhhhhh~
finally see me post le right? haha!
i mah jiam M.I.A like that,
the only people i contact with is cheryl, zhiying, zihan and SEN only!
others like lost contact liao. lols!
pathetic -.-

your all long time never see me le right?!
I've changed okay!
I'M LIKE A AH LIAN NOW!
what the fuck?! thats not i want!!
went to hightlight my hair red today,
the highlight not like highlight like dye hair like that -.-
cost me 70bucks, with treatment and cut la.
some more with BANGS!!! regret cutting bangs, it don't suits me at all please!
the hairdresser la, keep ask me "cut bangs ar? cut bangs ar?"
then i "cut la cut la! -.-
with that blue nails of mine then more like ah lian lo!
fuck la! i don't want!!
i now to be a 100% singapore typical ah lian just have to meet 2 more criteria:
1. speaks with vulgaritiesssss eg. "wah cb la, nb mother fucker!"
2. smoke [take a packet of cig on hand that made you look more "zai"] to me thats silly -.-
lol, see, i'm gonna be an ah lian soon -.-
HAHA JUST JOKING!
ah lian right?!

overdue pictures, some are really very overdue!

2010-01-28T17:13:00.000+08:00

went to collect my passport today.
went shopping after that,
spent $180.60 at one shot -.-

2010-01-28T05:02:00.000+08:00

JAE results are out. what a sad thing.
i didn't get the course i wanted some more the more sad thing is,

zihan, tingting = same course
yanhong, wendell = same course
ahyee, ahyew = same course
yonghong, joshua = same course
ethan, danson, alex = same course
duyi, gary = same course
me and NOBODY = same course!!!

wtf.

2010-01-27T19:04:00.000+08:00

weets! finally tomorrow off day!
thursday also off~ so happy can! finally can sleep late.
but but but, still have to go until lavender and take my passport!

start working back at SEPHORA yesterday, i swear it was damn bored yesterday!
but today, Liz and Emily make me go nanana! haha!
SEPHORA is so quiet, was slacking, only works when Irene and Yoshima came out
to the selling floor XD
Emily taught me a bit of basic make up today.
how kind of her:D
seriously, i missed other SEPHORA staff ^^

P/S: Thanks SEN for sending me home everytime after my work:D
P/S/S: I MISSED CLARIS! haha!

2010-01-25T16:35:00.000+08:00

Has been working this few day continuously at CWP de Bio-Essence road show.
working with another part timer, claris!!!
she very siao one~ LMAO! keep disturb me only!
haha~ the job quite slack, then keep slack and talk cock with her only!
lols, last day working with her, sad, will miss her!
but think coming de sunday will go CCK find her and sook yee~ haha!
claris and me!!
will start working at ION ORCHARD de SEPHORA again from tomorrow onwards.
until saturday no off! good luck to me~ LMAO!

2010-01-18T18:37:00.000+08:00

Will update again!
some one call me sleep at 2am and now is 2:37AM!

P/S: change blogskin, still not satisfied with the SMALL fonts and layout!

2010-01-15T10:42:00.000+08:00

Just feeling so tired this few days.
have been going for course counselling with Joshua they all this few days.
lucky got this bunch of cliques that make me laughs till peng when we go out.
arbo i really emo siao liao. LMAO!

my girl-friends all have gotten good grades and no need to worry so much.
and enjoying their lifes now, and me? lol...
they can choose the course they want and i have to let the course to choose me.
other than that, they have siblings, parents, relatives, cousin and capable boyfriends to discuss with
and i have to all depend on myself. even go course counselling also with few friends some more not those really close with me de go with me-.-
what else can i do when i am the only child? everything has to do it myself and depend on no one.

it's not the aggregate i've gotten that makes me sad even i know i deserved this kinda of grades,
it is the part when i think of, i'm the only child and my parents spent so much money on me before O's and i still gotten such a lousy grade that make me feel guilty and sad.
I've always feel i have disappoint my parents even though they said is okay and alright that I've done my best.
my tears will just drop uncontrollably down whenever they ask me how was it doing with my JAE this 2 days.

Anyway, i just wanted to let the people out there to know that don't look down on me(or people have the same situation with me) this kind of "solo kia". Its the process of independence that make us, this kind of people, from a weakling to a strongman. If you have negative opinion on me, then jolly well fuck off far far! Thanks! :D

P/S: Just wanted to thank those that have been by my side, especially Cheryl and Zihan during the release of results:D

2010-01-08T20:22:00.000+08:00

WEEEEEEEEEEEE! now is 3:22AM and i'm still awake!!
haha! damn happy. just check my POSB account through net and my SEPHORA pay is in le!!
but only 400plus bucks. sad):
Jacquelyn they must be very happy de lo as they can get over thousandsssss!
OMG! never mind. what i work is what i paid :D
waiting next week for another pay from MAYBELLINE!!
think only 300plus bah. best is to have commission :D

WOW, time flies! a blink of eyes it's 8th JAN le!
11th JAN getting resultsssssssss~ damn scaryyyyyyyyyyyyy
my birthday also past le ): this year damn less present can?!
LMAO! but never mind!
listen carefully guys,
I'M 17 AWAITING 18!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
ROFLMAO! my ideal age can?!?!?!?!
haha! this year should pass very fast i bet
omgomg i can't wait!!
okay...those older than me de of course will say,
"aiyah what is 18 year old? i don't know 18 year old how long le"
LOLS! I WILL NO JEALOUS CAUSE YOU'RE ARE SOOOOO OLD!!!
*heheee* :P

okays, shall start from monday(4th JAN).
meet ERJIU for dinner at causeway point that night.
he treat me eat SAKAE SUSHI as presentttttt.
okays, i did not ate a lot.
but just the 2 of us we spent about 50plus bucks.
haha! home and sleep after that :D

the next day(5th JAN), woke up and prepare to go out.
went to CityLink to pass my MAYBELLINE timesheet all that,
and the agent say must give them 10 working days to bank in my money.
is so %^&()&%^%&*)#@! long can?!?!?!
haha! trained down to FarEast to meet Yanhong and Gina.
shopped awhile and went back CityHall to meet my SEPHORA colleague around 6plus 7pm to have dinner.
we ate steam boat which cost us a BOMB!!
11 people and we ate 400plus!
but i think is worth it~
cause we had loadsssssss of fun!!
they also celebrated mine and SHERMINE birthday together.
Carolyn and Joey went to Swensen and bought us 2 slices of ice cream cake.
isn't they sweet?! haha!

after that we started camwhoring!
SHERMINE bought her polariod camera and she took 6 pictures of me and her~
haha! she gave me one as my birthday present! THANKS!!!!
I LOVE IT SO MUCH!

i only have some of the photos with me.
the rest are with Wesley they all!
will upload when i've gotten it!

okays, me and SHERMINE was so happy that they.
i swear the best colleague ever! :D
trained home after that.
took present from Ruisen before i went home:D thanks ya!
i love it^^

FINALLY, it was my birthday(6th JAN)!
my beloved cliques have plan a SENTOSA trip for me~~
it was donkey years ago when i went to SENTOSA can?! around end of 2008?
specially wanted to thanks to OLIVINE, YANHONG and GINA for their great effort for preparing the food so damn early!
and 6 of the girls bused to SENTOSA at 12noon!!!
went to Palawan beach and settle ourself with foodsssss~
there is a lot of nice food isn't it?!
hahas, while i was eating half way through,
GINA went to bought a group of people!
IT WAS RUISEN, RONGSHENG AND CO.!!!
okays, it was MEANT to be a surprise for me...
however...I KNEW IT 2 days ago!!
HAHA! and i pretended i know nothing and acted very surprise!
ROFLMAO! actually during the gathering of the SEPHORA colleague,
JACQUELYN got accidentally leak out luh.
then i laugh till peng! haha! her reaction damn funny!!
back to SENTOSA, they gang that came later bought a chocolate fudge birthday cake along with them!
aw, they are soooo sweeeeeet!!
haha! we play games after that.
i think most of them enjoyed? lols!
took some pictures during the day :D

we went to watched sunset before we head home.
chatted and camwhore too ^^

bused home after set off from SENTOSA!
they were all heading to my house for MAHJIONG!
haha. but most of them left home before 12midnight.
left me, jacquelyn, cheryl, baosheng, rongsheng, ruisen and jiayuan.
so we played mahjiong with money!
me, rongsheng/baosheng, jiayuan and ruisen was playing for 2 or 3 hours and in the end me and jiayuan lost 2bucks -.-
everybody was so tired!!! they went home around 3am.
as for cheryl and jacquelyn, they had a sleepover at my house!!
was crapping all the was till 4am then sleep.
and today was waken up by them around 11am.
SO EARLY CAN?!?!?!
haha! BUT OVERALL I WAS VERY HAPPY!:D

P/S: I know this post is long, it took me almost 1hour to update okay! -.-

2010-01-04T18:40:00.000+08:00

okays, sorry for the late post!
was playing mah jiong~~ LMAO!
actually i got a lot of things to update.
but i don't know where should i start.
so might as well i don't start it!

It's so contradicting and fake!
Fuck up.

whatever shit it is,
i wants to change my email and URL.
any suggestion?

2010-01-02T16:46:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
damn shag and moody today~
what the hell the world is going on?
first day of new year and i am so tired and moody -.-

last night when out with cheryl and co.
a very special thanks to CHERYL!
i know she go out with me she did not enjoy,
cause i don't have a IC and make her can't go anywhere!
so sorry eh!! LOL!
went to vivo just to countdown and cab to Lao Pat Sa to eat supper after that.
ate a lot of things, saw bin bin there!
walked to explanade and have night ride home!
reach home around 5am, faster shower le jiu sleep.

AND NOW,
I DON'T HAVE ENOUGH SLEEP AND TROUBLES ARE COMING IN~
make my temper more worst only. lols.
suddenly think that if i don't have friends would be better yeah!
no need think so much. LMAO!

feel like playing MIA!
DUH!

anyway, new year, new life, new link!
will be shifting my blog to wordpress maybe?
lols. whatever~

No confíes en nadie más que tú mismo, incluso los más cercanos.

2009-12-31T19:04:00.000+08:00

awwwww, how sad.
tomorrow new year eve and i have to spent my day alone!
mummy is going to KL in the early morning till saturday!
nobody cook for me liao!~ anyone lunch and dinner with me?
LMAO! sian la! 2009 is such a bad year!!!
new year new resolution! haha~ have you got one?!
i've got one!~~
i wanted to go learn keyboard/piano!!
suddenly wanted to join a band~ haha!
okay, i said i wanted to learn piano for a very long time.
haha! ohya! got one more, i wanted to learn SPANISH!!!
anyone interested?! LMAO!

Hola! Estoy Fangxin, está interesado en español?

less than a week gonna be 17!!!
don't know is sad or happy, no planning.
okay, not no planning, is i don't like to plan!
haha! whatever. crapssssss.

anyone want to do 3D nail art together with me???

2009-12-28T17:46:00.000+08:00

okays, shall start from christmas eve.
i started working as MAYBELLINE promoter at CWP on 24nov.
yes, it was christmas eve. but i only work from 5pm to 9pm that day.
and everything was planned. was planning to go st.James with ahlong and co.
however, gina they all called and sms me that they all don't want go le.
YES! i was being put by an aeroplane at the very last minute. it was going 9pm and i was about to off work -.-
i admit i was very pissed off during that time -.-
try being put by an aeroplane at the very last minute.
i'm sure you'll explode too~
so i went home after work and had my dinner blah blah.
initially i don't plan to go out anymore. cause all was having their own activities le. eventhough i am going out, the mood is already spoilt, christmas mood is not there~~~
however, ERJIU called me to go down orchard and meet up with him.
so i did. and yes, again, i spent my christmas with 715 people straight for 3 years.
even i spent this year christmas with them, it was so boring. i talked to no one there.
they were all new faces -.-

of course! it was the most nbcbknn christmas i ever had.

WHATEVER!

2009-12-22T15:41:00.000+08:00

I MISS SCHOOLING!
another day rotting at home~
JOB JOB JOB! i need a JOB!

2009-12-20T19:52:00.000+08:00

just another update,

feeling damn agitated now!
hate people beating around the bush!
be more straight forward next time,
PLEASE AND THANK YOU!

fuck off far far man! rawrs!!!

2009-12-20T19:18:00.000+08:00

i told mummy i wanted to get this bimbo phone,
know what she told me?
she said the phone is around 300 plus,
go find 30people each 10bucks for your birthday!
IS THIS POSSIBLE?!
30 people sia! not 3 people leh~
what a mother~ isn't she cute or what? haha!

P/S: BUT I REALLY WANTED THIS PHONE! LOLS!

2009-12-17T06:15:00.000+08:00

A blink of eye, i finish my O's
another blink of eye, MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING!
isn't it fast?! LOLS!
my mummy told me that my next birthday go tell my friends what i want then they kup and buy, the rest i pay myself.
don't always buy those i no need de stuffs. haha!
but the problem is i got too many things i wanted to get le!
hahaha! whatever la!

I've actually overspent this months!
i have finish my pay and i'm not working at SEPHORA le,
NO INCOME = NO SHOPPING!
but i still shop. haha!
hunting for other jobs, any INTRO?

Wondering what i have been doing for the past few days?
THU 10dec: last day working at SEPHORA~
FRI 11dec: thai disco with cheryl and ahlong -.-
SAT 12dec: went swimming with cousinsssss!
SUN 13dec: K-session with GINA TAN! fushan after that...
MON 14dec: went JP shopping alone and went dolby ghaurt hunt for ruisen!!
Tue 15dec: went science center with cousinsssss!

eventful right?! haha!

ONE LESS LONELY GIRL by Justin Bieber
aw! Justin is so sweet in the MV to the girl! only if that was to me!
*gee gee gee!* ;P

BAD ROMANCE by Lady GaGa
woah! the make up, dressing and MV is so cool~
i like :D

Anyone wants to go SOUND SERIES II on 20th dec?!

P/S: pause my blog music at the right before playing the videosss!

2009-12-02T14:51:00.000+08:00

I woke up late in the morning today!
nearly late for work~
it was really a bad day for me!
on my way to work in the MRT i nearly black out.
keep on perspiring cold sweat.
reach work place and i really cannot take it le.
told supervisor and i went home.
went for doctor, and doctor say i not enough blood.
advise me for a full scanning health check -.-
will be back to work tomorrow!

P/S: Will be quitting my job soon:D

2009-12-01T15:31:00.000+08:00

My eyelash are real!
I'm always so lucky,
work 2 days off 1 day. haha!
off today~ went to JURONG POINT with mummy.
bought a shorts and a HURS bag :)
it cost me $69.90 just the bag. haha!
I'm aiming another bag, $49.90, anyone buy for me?
haha! sorry, i can't control myself during shopping :P
some more now have ATM card, got i-banking some more, more worst!
can shop at home -.-
saw MingJie they all too^^
haha! okays, whatever. this week all morning shift,
worried that next week all afternoon shift~~~

ohya, went to catch NEW MOON yesterday after work with Ruisen.
He's such an ass man! keep bluff me~!
Anyway the new moon movie is so...LOLs!
the ending was like WHAT THE HELL!
it ended with a "Will you marry me?" LMAO LA!
went for that movie just to see handsome! haha~

P/S: My face is going to "DEPLETE" with make up everyday!!!

2009-11-28T11:14:00.000+08:00

Day off today. i was lucky i had a off day on a public holiday!
Haha. had prom night during tuesday.
The food doesn't worth 60bucks!
it's so (&^*&%^#@!_*:{}>) LOLS!
the dancing part everyone was so high [mostly for malays only]
the stage got more than half is malay. [i'm not being racist, but it's the truth]
lucky draw for the PROM? this was even more hilarious! -.-
we've got all malays for the LUCKY winnerssssssss~
the most lucky one was Rachel the only chinese winner. DUH!
whatever it was, it's over :D
uploaded only some photos, want more go my facebook:D

2009-11-19T10:21:00.000+08:00

off days are for me to sleep!
went sleeping for the whole day today.
my legs really can't even have large action!
lols. i have to drag and walk~

yesterday work was fun! lots of things happened.
happen to chat with candy and she was from evergreen too.
and knew what?
she was the same batch with poh boon sir they all~
LOLs! chat a lot la.
bought something from the shop too.
just few dollar and we hit the target~
so helped them and get commission xD
home together, with danson too.

2009-11-17T17:11:00.000+08:00

LOLs, many people say my blog is dead.
First day of work today.
the work was quite slack just that have to stand for long hours,
leg tired only.
we're required to put on make up -.-
{my worst nightmare!}
imagine you have to wake up early and prepare
and after work must remove when you were so tired!
OMFG!
but the staff there was quite friendly.
just that i have to remember sooooooooooooooo many skin care products.
lucky i was under the skin care department, only have to put basic make up.
if it was the cosmetic department, have to put on heavy make up.
envy a not oli, jacq and yueming?
hahaha!

2009-11-12T19:20:00.000+08:00

*yawnssss*
holiday is gonna be a bad day for me only!
eat and sleep only -.-
getting fatter and fatter only.
WTF only!!
LMAO only!

whatever...ONLY!

haas:D

2009-11-10T14:01:00.000+08:00

WOAH!
First interview and were sucessful:D
thanks to olivine and ethan(:
SEPHORA wait for me!!! haha!
imagine a whole bunch of evergreen students working at orchard ION.
LOLS!

2009-11-01T14:42:00.000+08:00

HAPPY
HALLOWEEN!

Though I might not be celebrating Holloween now,
but here's a joke,

Question: Why does the skeleton not dancing in the bar?
Answer: Cause he had noBODY to dace with!

JUST FOR LAUGHS, I know I'm lame:D

2009-10-29T13:41:00.000+08:00

Mugging for Chemistry:D

2009-10-28T15:34:00.000+08:00

FUCK O's LEVEL:D

2009-10-25T18:39:00.000+08:00

I don't understand why young girls nowadays made themselve so cheap.
Understand?
FuckOff
LOLs!

2009-10-20T16:37:00.000+08:00

Seriously, I don't know what am I doing.
I have not been studying!
I CAN'T CONCENTRATE!!!

2009-10-20T04:51:00.000+08:00

It just ended...
take care boy...

2009-10-17T13:20:00.000+08:00

IceCream [Talk to me]
Talk to me
You speak with me
Don’t sink before you rise, baby
Don’t fade away
You hesitate
You seem to wait
For all the time we had
Feels a world away
Who’s to say, we’ll be okay
We will make it through the night
Don’t want to wake up in this state
I just want us both to smile
Cause we’re the same
And I know that will never change
Look, I bought your favorite ice cream
I don’t want to see it melt away
If you walk out now
I don’t know if we could be the same
Baby, just talk with me
Cause I want you to stay here with me
The memories
The things we did
I locked inside my heart
Where I know I won’t forget
And now, who’s to say, we’ll be okay
We will make it through the night
Don’t want to wake up in this state
I just want us both to smile
Cause we’re the same
And I know that will never change
Look, I bought your favorite ice cream
I don’t want to see it melt away
If you walk out now
I don’t know if we could be the same
Baby, just talk with me
Cause I want you to stay here with me
want you to stay here with me

2009-10-07T13:07:00.000+08:00

BLACK and WHITE are in the trend now!
i meant human...

2009-10-02T08:51:00.000+08:00

skip school again.
seriously, the flu is making me crazy!
i hate antibioticzxzxzxzxzxzxzx~

SOMETIMES YOU MAKE ME WONDER...
WONDER WHAT EXACTLY YOU ARE DOING...
IN FACT, THINKING.