Monday, October 1, 2007
wake up ard 2. mummy has g0ne out and left me alone at home.. was studying geog today. i can only memorise until chap3 and i fall aslp. 7 wake up. study again. memorised my english report writing derhh format. mum came back and ask me wat to eat for m dinner. and i was lyk studying until so pek cek lerhh. thn i show her attitude. she thn kpkb me! i was lyk grr! she say wat i study got stress thn show her attitude, thn she work got stress thn show who attitude. damn wat can. i din say i dun let her show attitude on me marhh. carn she let me vent anger on her and keep queit. HAIS! she dun even understand me. at least she scold me or kb me i wun say a ting rite. i kpkb her she kpkb back on me. wat the hell. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR! after she finish kp me i went to the room and the tears just drop down. wateva. i cry oso no use. nobody noes and care for me...i going crazy le! anyone cor woodbridge ambulance f0r me?! i really really carn take it le lar! nid year oso nv lyk tt wan lor. now leh. EOY oso dunnoe y i chi0ng until lyk that. maybe influence of frends and wanted to show im not that bad? aiyah i dunnoe larh. just a simple wish i want is to get a good grade..i dun mind suffering, even relationship. i can forget it just for the good grades i wan