to my beloved one,
weather u wan to believe me or not i let you choose. i have no right to choose for you. =] i n0e u oso fan abt ur study, i wanted to help you but i dunnoe how to. i am not a good consoler. im so sorry bout that. and dun make ur mummy in difficult place le larhh. she oso have her own reason de. sry if i say too much. :x and dun make the matter big. i dun wan troubles. i jus want to peace it.
to people OUT there,
if ur do not noe wat is in me, pls don't anyhow say. ask clearly before you want to say someting. dun anyhow make wild guesses. it may hurt alot of people even urself. im stating the truth. believe it or not..if your dun like me, can tel me wan. i can take the blow. i rather you people tell me wat happen thn telling other people. tings will get even worst. just like now.
wth. it was the first time i cried over 30min. T.T though stopped after that but when i was on fone talking, tears will suddenly dropped too. i oso dunn0e why. break record can. and it was the second guy who made me cry. tis time was so much much much deeper. hais. i dunn0. i was so ZZZ! words carn express lar..
i just dun wan the matter to be big and wan to tok in in a peaceful way. i am not a person who wants tok and find trouble..you tok with me nicelly and i will tok to you nicelly. but the problem is do those people wants it?
