gonna flunk my EOY le. hais. until now, POA flunk, HUMANITIES flunk, MATHS flunk. and do you u think i can passed science? doubt so. has been burning midnight oil this few days, but nothing got into my mind. hengsiang also pei me burn midnight oil! hahas. he best de la! keep me awake in the nigth by SMS-ing me! haha. but study so much, nothing gets into my mind! OMG!
today was a v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v.BAD day for me! yesterday 4+am in the morning then sleep 6am jiu wake up le.
already not enough sleep very pek cek le and much trouble caused me to have a sligth fever and headached now.
FK!
i have had enough le..always i'm the one talking nicely to you,
did you ever see me raised and shouted at you like that?
really, i had enough of it and it's gonna be a obsticle in my way now.
you always like to jump into conclusion before knowing and get angry over it.
like yesterday, kaicong was just late for a few minutes because he is typing msg and you keep call him,
it prevents him from typing it in time and sent to you!
did you hear him explain?
really felt that kaicong is in a difficult position.
haisssssss!
everytime wanted to take joanne come out and say.
fine! its my fualt, i got nothing to say.
everytime you sent me those msg that what i soooooooooooo closed with joanne blah blah,
then you got go understand things?
even if i closed with joanne, i also got concern for you!
i got asked oftenly about you!
did you?!
okays, maybe you had.
always wanted people to understand you, but why don't you understand me too while i'm understanding you?
fine, you may say i don't understand how you feel when your siblings get close with your gans, CAUSE I DON'T HAVE SIBLINGS!
say want contact me de is you, now don't want to contact me de is also you.
just what do you want from me?!
it maybe hurtful to you when you read all this..sorry for being so straight forward.
but really, i have hold this breathe for a very long time,
can't take it le.
blame me all you want, okays, i won't mind.
cause maybe really it's all my fualt.
end of EOY is just a few days away, and i planned it all.
wanted to go out with you and enjoy with you..
but what's now?
BOOM!
NO MORE!
neverminds, you take care of yourself during this few days/weeks/months bah as bet you are not feeling v.well now.
OH MOTHER FUCKER! whats wrong with me?! every firends got near me just will quarrle. the problems lies on me or my firends?